for the first time,

i felt that it's a must to remember events that happen today which i would not want to forget... for the first time, went to Fujisu Service Centre to get her laptop lach fix, for the first time, she went on a dinner with me, for the first time, i had a really nice stroll with her by changi beach, for the first time, she told me it's her first time with a guy too, for the first time, i knew her a little bit more, for the first time, i really really like a girl that much. today is just wonderful. Really.... Just wonderful!

My Personality test

My Personality

http://www.123test.com/personality-test/id=2242c87b399101a87

it could be my worst day

u r 1 kinda of person that's thinks other before you,
u r 1 kinda of person that's say it harshly but didn't mean it...
u r 1 kinda of person that wanna be unique, but to me u are special enuff.
u r just that witty and cute..
for that.. i like you..

i have to say i was expecting something today. i thought the K was on. but nvm it's cancel again. not really surprise.. i rather u say No, u r not going, than to give me an answer last min. But thanks because u actually think ur rejection could break my heart..
U said that there's a reason for not going.. and there's something u will tell me sooner or later.. i bet u sure know i m one kind that will thinkkkk totally into it... and u actually tell that u would tell me when this semester is over... u just trigger me to think even more only..as i m way to sensitive..

for the first time.. i met some1 who's more protective to their characteristic than i do..

u said you could fig out what i would wanna ask already.. cos u r a cancerian. :/

it's really hurts to hear what u have said today.. when i ask, issit gonna be a bad news for me. u said" to me it's could be.. " more or less i know what's it..

u know.. i would rather u tell me a hard truth than to leave to around the bush..
i rather a rejection than left me digering in the mid air. letting me know later just hurts me even more... u may not know u r that hurting me more like this.. but thanks for leaving a step for me to step down..

数到三不哭

我离开那天 季节骤变
正好准备开始冬眠
你宁愿赌气不说再见
映在车窗那张侧脸
终於渐行渐遥远
写信 说着你的改变
你的忙碌 只是为了好过一点
每过一天 就在日记上画一个圈
越存越多的想念

数到三不哭 我们有未完的幸福
生活就像缺了一块拼图
分开走的路 各自寂寞的追逐
只为了约好并肩看日出
数到三不哭 眼泪是天使的礼物
要让真心的人学会付出
在心中默数 下次见面的相处
对你的爱更清楚

数到三不哭 眼泪在适合的温度
才能灌溉出花开的幸福
在心中默数 下次见面的相处
数到三说好不哭

fate lies beneath

sometime i wonder... does fate exist?
i seems that i like to presume.. let fate take it's course. what's mine would be mine..what's not mine, i should just let go? should i actually fight for it?
i always think that personality is the key to many ans. One will appreciate you for your personality, they way you are. but seems like it's not. It's seem that words can overpower personality.

I personally think i am a better motivator.. compare to talking when it come's to reaching for a girl that i like.. it's just screww so badly.. i can't converse well on messages. people who knew me would understand.. i prefer face to face talk..

2 outcomes when it's face to face, either u lose it all.. or either you know it all..
but can fate wait for the semester to end before i confirm with you..
will it be like the 2 other times...seems that i m always late for the ride/chance...
:|

I Wish!

I say...
if you were to choose a guy, please pick 1 that love you more than u Love him.
I say...
it's because of your personality that makes me feel that you deserve what i can do at my very best to assist you.
I say...
Your Personality is Soooo similar to mine.
I say...
Certains of my thinking concepts changes.
I say...
you are a really nice girl with a good personality and i really like you :)

It's facts and i agree :)

51 FACTS ABOUT GUYS :)

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-

how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.