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Damm! my heart felt so heavy for some cause... gosh.. i feel like losing out... ARGH!!really worried siah.............really LO! how how :(
feel like asking for advice.. but who can i ask siah! ache... ache...
sooner or later man... i would lose.. :( or maybe to say. i may lose.. haiyo

My school My life My hobby

Went to NYP, April 2011I know a bunch of school mates~ saw the guys in my class. i can only say that they are truely, simply my reflection, not saying that they are childish.. but it was more like "i was like that before".. i had been through those stages, and realise, i had mature more. That's something that i m proud of myself. And Of Cos, MY classmate are AWEsome, Lovely.MY classmate typically are mostly belong to the So CAlled "Y" Generations... where their thinking, matter's like how they see things are totally different from those teens or u may call us youngster born way off 1986-9~s (the so called semi "y" generation) us. i learnt a lot from them. i totally see the changes.. they way they are brought up, the things they learn.. they childhood that the had.. it's different... totally different.. So unique and so interesting... Haha. more to learn from them. haha i get to see the true evolution of this era~ 1 thing i totally love it'... my result. for last sem.. I have to say.. I M PROUD of it.. for the first time of my life.. i got it...!! i know wat's impt now... that's y i got it...
Finally Some how :D

All in 1 update :D

i realise, since i ORD. i had not posted.. i had a full-filled life outta. Basically living somehow to the fullest so far.. :Dto sum up. july 2010 - march 2011, i work @ ibm as a IT-Cordinator. Stress at work but funniest colleage out there too! we shared the pain, the happiness, the anger together.. we work as 1, help as 1, die as 1. No matter how political other party's are toward our dept. We are not knock down definately, well exceptional for our team leader~~Janet~~ she's easily blown, but she way too nice. ..Aniwae, Cos we Are a Team. Love ya IBMers~ Cheers :D

Singapore! gosh.. u made me so confuse.. i am wondering seriously, i m studying that hard now.. being truely being A Citizen or another generation of working slave.. are we really ur beloved Citizen? or are we the man-power next-to-be.. ? let's see.. dun made me feel like a lost lost sheep in the nation.. singapore :(

My Freeeeeeeeeeeeedom!

Before that..
Wishing All mother of the world a
Happy Belated Mother Day!
aaannnnddddddd. It's has come! i m gonna Ord soon. Yea! that's probably what all Ns man are all desperately waiting for.. cos they may have been suffering inside... but, i m really enjoying myself in there.. how i wish it's not gonna stop. life, we definitely have to move on=(
Moving on
Event's planning~ Found a job that's really unstable.. Maybe?
Not sure of de person if he could be trusted.. i was think am i that lucky? will he be the so call "Gui Ren" haha could be a kick start to my career? lol, I Really dunno.
Anyway, nth to lose out should i screw up.. lol..
Getting my driving license today! =) After the 2 year of hardwork =) getting a license is definitely worth it n of course save lots of $$.. so eager to drive. but thanks to sis. she bought the car insurance of age 30 and above. which likely to say i m as good as not getting a share of The use of e car. But's it's okay. i'm not really in need of that yet =) the day will come when i get to own it myself.. hopefully! lol.

I may use finger to count down for my ord finally.

i can finally see the dim light from the door label "ORD" from a far distance away!
i'm so excited to it, but what will happen next??

The ORD i yearn for..

Two years apparently seems very long when one enlist into national service.. Seriously, 1 Blink of the eye. i'm gonna finish serving the dreadful 2 yrs. It's really fast. i learn a lot. Gotten a free driving license, Life learning experience.
What am i gonna do after these? i'm still kinda lost. though route was some sort. "plan". but sad to say. the route seems far... but well. i didn't work hard though. haha
Gotten into a poly courses. in nyp which relates greatly to what i've been through during ITE days. Well that's next yr issue. gonna work hard this year, earning hard for my future expenses during my poly days.. haha. that's for now.. see 1 step walk 1 step den.

"Yea back from field"

finally back from the miserable, dirty and most boring sabawang camp after a week. =D
and guess wat, tml's our coy cohesion day.. ... "woohoo" haha zzzz
k sleep.

May this week pass fast!

Hate this coming week, after my POP from Tekong since last yrs march, i had not been in the fields! and this coming week i'm gonna be out in De FIELD.
1 week outfield namely considerating as my ORD package of what i known of, not to mention can't go home, and comes the following Saturday of my company Cohesion? namely "Chinatown amazing race.." (Lol) it's definately something we Gonna""" enjoy. haha.

1 issue
An example of the so called emotional asa "emo" that i flash across an example, last week. something which i finally understand to my own extend. my own opinion kz.. Emo can somehow be Elmo. haha that's not funny.

Sometimes emo to others, can really means fussy, Irriation, craziness over certain issue, such to the extend of being lame towards self. where other might not know watcha feeling, might not seen watcha doing. only self understanding of wat U,urself are emo for?
Yes, one can emo, and who have not emo before. If one doesn't get emotional, we might think he have no feeling, but not for too long as you must always tell yourself to get it over and done wif, first ur friends might be able to give a listening ears, but, "listen" BUT being emotionally down for too long might become a fuzz for ppl around U. not to mention being Emo as and when a person can be, whoa that's kinda scary and hard to handle... lucky i'm not one of it. haha. but once again i shall say i will nv know know how deep a person can be emotionally hurt.. haha, but looking a my older post..i feel like slapping in the mean time laughing out loudly to myself. I, TK have actually been so emotionally myself before. Haha.i dumb. =.=" bodoh!
Once again u nv know how deep it can be yea?.. haha Cheers! =D

Back to Sqr 1.

A head start of a brand new yrs 2010, a year fill with unknown and suprises. a year where most of ur friends will turn 21st (which i think it's kinda impt of an age hop [yea some ppl dun forget. haha ]). a year where friends might get much busier (be it, studies? working? Wif Mr/Mrs Right? etc.) haha! 2 ladies flying off soon. arg! see yea nov.

Happy start of the year, Off we went to Msia, had sooooo much fun during this getaway! greats deals for the ladies. not 4 us -.- haha, however greats food and elses too for us. but most importantly it's the moment of us enjoying this short holiday. Not too blend not too salty. it's just nice! Probably 1 of the best.

Well back to the usual sucky boring life. Basically, Entertaining wif some of those imature regulars, so old yet so childish, so young yet so naggy, some worst, doing rubbish work yet seem like enjoying. Lucky i'm old bird enuff. nv touch me. if not, nv ending. everything's back to Sqr 1. there. and Woh! i just realise, Exactly 5more mth to Ops Ready Date June 11 here i come! =D

What am i gonna do next? i shall see. but poly is a definate must. but as to when to go in? i'm still thinking. Let's see what could i do this year ahead of me...it's still cloudy ahead man.. lol..

TK

i'm bored.

So Great! having long holidays! off in touch from SAF, so shiok nv drove for at more than 3 weeks! maybe because i'm one of the seniors there le ba. but Sooo Bored! i m doing nothing at home everyday. my life and sleeping hrs changes! o dear now i barely see the sun for 3 hrs...i sleep at abt 5 am everyday. i dunno why i can't sleep to.. and woke up like 3-4pm everyday. in like 3 hrs the sky was dark again. zz. die la like this...

I'm not Emo la =D

I dunno why, when i kept quiet for an instance. i'm being said EMo? haha. that's was long long time ago.. haha. It's FINALLY A HOLIDAY. OR LET'S SAY A BREAK FOR ME!!First time in 2009 i'm not gonna receive calls from my Companies, asking me to get back During WEEKENDS! wohoo. though i receive. I'll Definately turn down! now's the time for me to preserve the precious Bounding Time with the rest of my frens to those who are going Abroad. and to those who will be much much busier when they got emself posted to Regimental Units furthurs.OMGosh! , JM. now den i know you are going there for 5 yrs!! ~.~ omg. if they had not inform me. i'had presume that it's only for a yr or 2. haha. Well that's definately gonna miss you. And u better meet us more often. =D now. haok, i dunno wat am i gonna do these fews coming weeks. but my mum had task me assignments to paint ours house walls. Cool huh ~.~" but definately not painting walls everyday..
Yesterday evening, Our whole companies line went to attend one of out fellows mate's mum "Sonka" after de fall out. I'm so sorry for him. he was that friendly, that kinda cheerful to see everyday. but that particular moment, we were all loss for words. all i did was a hug and a word of " Jie Ai Sun Bian". now, he's the only Bro that's taking care of his yr bro and that's all. sad to say he was only 22. haiz..I think we ppl really gonna cherish wat we guys have now. be it our relative or anyone. it's better to say out asap than to keep in mind and not able to say it anymore...

2d1n msia. Ah gong's 80th birthday

Let me give myself a flashback and let's not to forget these beautiful memories that have gone through my 2009 before crossing the path of 2010.

Nov 7 sat,
I had like.. a typical Ah Going Birthday Celebration in Kampong, which is held in my uncle school hall, with Invitation to many kampong resident held in a kinda rundown kampong school hall,
This trip to Msia, I see the unite of the resident where they will come and help up in setting up the small party we are having in the evening, the kinda celebration is not seem in the modem era of the lifestyles of ppl anymore. Maybe that's the diff between we ppl now. haha!
Well, it's was organise by my uncle, well my Gong~ have abt 6 B and 3 G, and 1 of it was my mum. Which's the side i'm closer to. I'm so happy to see how e the whole event run a success except for the black out at the school halll HAHAHA.
Wonderful present for my's Gong! A trip to Starcrusie from my sis and mum, and even to Guang zhou by my youngest uncle.
Thankful for giving such a beautiful family and realative=D
I m lazy yo type more. let the pic shows.

That's My Gong~

Invitation Card

First Gift was a Power Tap!

A ROLEX!

That's was my family Gift with 4d3n cruise trip for my Grandparent

The Guangzhou Trip for 2

Not shown here. but it's a gift of a 34 inc lcd tv back at home.

Yu Ren Shen? i guess haha.

Casio watch, a pair.

Yu Ren shen too? lol

that's my dearest little cousin.


i was force to wear this hat. but somehow it look nice..




and that's the heart-warming relative i had back in msia.


Games time for the kids.




prepartion.



Wonderful time i guess. and a memorable 1. =D

Chemical Def.

August National Day was indeed a very busy month for my workplace.
this is the 4th's time, i've spent my days at home within this month.
And yesterday was my 4th time lying on my warm and comfortable bed at home.
This week waS a very happening week, i went for my chemical Def course. we were taught to wore those face mask and personal protective suit which weight more than 5 kg.. zzz and spend the whole day under the freaking hot Sun learning all those Shit..eg. Shitting, eating, drinking by wearing the bloody suit. i do not know how many other ppl have wore this suit before me and it smell so Good, i can presume the previous user was an ah-neh ba, cos the aroma still exist. and worst my suit became heavier due to my prespiration and it smell even better! i got 'poison' by the aroma, having serious headache that night man...
The next day, we enter the gas chamber, we were told to do those shit we learn yesterday inside..as we were the first group to go in,the moment we step in the chamber, we started seeing ppl shouting for help already. their Gear had leak those chem gas inside em... lucky i was told to tighten my mask.. and i saw them struggle out..and the instrustor ask if and 1 still leaking, i feel like raising my hand so i can get out of there immediately, i begining to scare man.. but i wanna try. if not no fun. haha. We did those shit and the finale was to take off those Suit that we were wearing and feel the sensation of the chemical Attack. the first breath that i inhale wo the mask, we were ask to proceed out of the chamber. the immediate effect came. i can feel thousand of needle pricking on my face. the gas i inhale, Tear instantly, drool like baby, and mucus keep flowing down my nose are uncontrolable.. but it recover some 10 mins later. it was Suck! What an experience. zzz

Greats day today.

Finally a Break off from my camp,
went to meet jo, jm, sh n ken for some blading session.
I had 2 Great fall.. My butt still hurts now. AWw..w..
July had been the busiest month of all i my Army Life..
Sad to realise that i had no been Caring for my frens haiz~
Well... may all Sad Things Goes Away and All the Happy matter Come In!!
Cheer Up guys. There's always Pit Stop along the road. Once u Rest enuff. We move on.. JY

Only today, i can settle down back from camp. and made my first Message for this month...
Okays, friends are leaving 1 by 1.. there's 1 that's gonna leave will be next yr Too!
More are coming but yet to confirm..
Life's happening.. and all the time we guy spend together are Short but memorable.
Golden memories stays =)
Bye Charmaine! Enjoy ur trip!
We guys Awaits you.

A week under the hot Sun

The week summarised, entirely bored. This week's Sun was in a very good mood, it entirely shine the whole day, haha had my forklift Assessment on Fri, Pass! =D stress for 1 week and Pass! I guess i found my talent in learning almost all kinda transport.. haha. but a wonderful experience for me throughout my days. i had learn Class 3, 4, 4s, FL, having my class 5 course on next coming july, too bad i can't convert those to civilian license except Class 3... but at least i get to drove those in my life.. thought that's nothing to be proud of.. haha..

this coming tuesday and wednesday covering Vip-detailing.. sian another 48hrs burnt..
Sian ar, why choose me?

The Trip

A little short trip to malaysia capital KL Sunway. Eeks miss the viking ship though it was fun! The great campanion were the reason being fun too. And the massage was an Experience one, though this might be some's last trip together with us. All of them had their life to move on.. it's might jus be like a last trip for some, but, a fun and memorable one...

June... will it be as fast as May...?

Great to believe! it's another month. May Just Ended Cool! with little colors of this month. nothing especially happens.. it's a no life month to me.. but happy to say i left 1 more year to ORD!!
NS. 1 blink of my life.. lol

1/2 day for May

Yea, as expected half the month have pass so far, just like half a day,
partically not going home everyday now. Camp's Air Conditional. and i can wake up at 7.30 everyday instead of 5.00 daily. Cool huh. =D Pratically same rountine everyday, that's why it pass by fast..
The world's never fair.. yep.. never fair.. haha...IPPT tml. gonna sleep.

why no update since Dec? engrossing in another world nw? haha
All de best.

May's = 1 day

I'm practically living a day for a day. living for the sake of living. wasting the earth Oxygen lol.
been staying in home and camp for the past few weeks. engrossing myself in the busy camp life and the stoneing @ home. i'l be very busy in the camp and once i got home, i'll stone.. so this May i think it'll be like 1 day. A blink and it'll be over. actually this is good also. and 1 thing. i love staying in my camp.it's better than staying home facing the computer where my mum might nag. lol. I repeat... Might. haha


That day of my Pass out parade 18 march
sm1 manage to caught me on shots on that day of JM's birthday haha!
I find the old uniform nicer. haha